Tryin to figure out my wife...?

Again, Friday she and I went shoppin together even though were split up..she was helpin me pick out runnin shoes for work...I told hewr th at day was my treat....in another store she saw some sttilleto heeled boots that she liked she literally let. Me put the second pr. On for herafter. We left I noticed that she was curled up. In the seat with her knees facin towards me and was talkin away appearing very relaxed. What gives. Is she maybe havin 2nd thoughts towards splittin up. We've been in love for most of our lives with each otherand she admitted this in her diary and. Read it to me