I need help with this girl?

ok well this girl lets ee ill start from the beginning well me and her was really good freinds u know we talked all the time well we finnaly started dating for about 3 months i didnt know wat i had u know wll she broke up with me cuz i waz to nervouse to ttalk to her or wat ever cuz i really liked her but i didnt want to **** up well lets see umm we went on u know bein freinds again u know and she was datin this guy tht i hated kinda like my enemy well umm while they wer datin i was helpin her through all the crap he put her through and everything for 8 months i did this i finnaly got her to dumb him keep in mind i think i love this girl and well yea its been fun weve been flirting alot i mean alot i ask her out about 2 months after she broke up with him she sais i need some time i want to be freinds but goes and tells my freind tht she still likes e and wants to date me well i got this other really hot girl askin me out but i love tht other girl so i turned her down for the first girl and now wer tryin to start over cuz she would always com[pare me to her old boyfreind wich i am nuthin like i cant get her off my mind ive tried for so long i really messed up can some one help me out here wat do i need to do i am lost but i dont want to give up I LOVE HER