HELP!?!?!?! PLEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAASE?

i wanna runna way and i asked my dad 2 get me a book and he said, :"NO!! weneva u tlk 2 me u want somethin" so im not tlkin 2 him....... i had 2 caz my mom was helpin me wit hw and she yelled @ me i told her i didnt want her hep so she made me sit there till it was ALL RITE!!! ...... i dont have a good relatoinship wit my family... and im afraid 2 ask 4 help 4.....ANYTHING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it makes me sad :( how can i have a better realationship wit my family???? (including my sister and brothers oh and srry about the randomness b4 )